FOR THE RECORD

For the record, when I said I was choosing you, I wasn’t asking you to choose me, I was telling you I was choosing you.

For the record, I’ve been dying to tell you that, but was letting you lead again.

For the record, you’ve simultaneously destroyed my curiosity in anyone else and exploded my curiosity in you.

For the record, you don’t give me worth, I just want to show you what you are worth.

For the record, we’re better together. Scout’s honor.

For the record, choosing me went well for you most of the time. I’ll close the gap.

For the record, I’m secure enough in who I am to fight for you. I’m excited to fight for you. I’m determined to fight for you. It’s a joy to fight for you. I’ll fight you for you.

For the record, I love you for you, not simply for who’ve you been to me.

For the record, if you’re for me, I won’t have to manipulate for you. I trust God with you, but bigger than that I trust God with my family.

For the record, I won’t be passive or insecure or hide. I’ll come for you, like you came for me when I went to hide in myself. I’ll start now.

For the record, I’m sorry.